
To succeed I have to survive a world tour, public scrutiny, and idols turned enemies. The label wants a new image, Bound wants me gone, but I've got my own agenda. It's no secret I wasn't their first choice. Jaded, gorgeous, and ridiculously talented-they're determined to turn my dream into a nightmare. From dive bars to the big stage, my instant claim to fame is nothing short of a fairytale.

When Bound loses its lead guitarist, yours truly is chosen to fill his shoes. Liliac has released their first original album Chain of Thorns consisting of 6 fist bumping songs.I, Braxton Fawn, am the luckiest girl alive.Įvery so often, gods walk the earth. They've gained fans from all around the world and has been on national television being on the "World's Best" on CBS. Their music videos are going viral on Youtube and all social platforms, having millions of views. An all siblings 5-piece family band, ages 20-12, have been together as a band for 5 years starting out street performing on the Santa Monica pier and is now touring nationwide on major stages! The father, a music producer seeing the talent in all his 5 kids, started the band.
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Read Full Bio Liliac, which in Romanian means bat (vampire bat) was the name of choice for the young family Rock Band from Downey, CA USA. Liliac, which in Romanian means bat (vampire bat) was the name of choice for the young family Rock Band from Downey, CA USA. Suggest a correction in the comments below. The reason I loathe myself is because I can't stop loving youĬontributed by Asher M. I want to leave you, but I keep coming back to you I can't seem to escape from the things you do to hurt me
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I despise myself for still loving you despite everythingĬan't break free from the things that you do You've broken my heart and taken away my self-respect You consume my thoughts every moment of the day and night I'm not jealous, but I don't want to look foolish I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown When I'm not looking, you're fooling around with other people People are gossiping in the town about you, Jack Hey Jack, it's a fact they're talkin' in town I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' youĭespite the fact that I'm waiting around for you, I still want to be with you You promised to meet me but it's almost 2am and you're not here You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two It's midnight and I'm feeling anxious, wondering where you are Midnight, gettin' uptight, where are you? The song's upbeat rock tone contrasts with the bitter and self-critical lyrics, highlighting the complexity of the situation. She wishes to walk away from the relationship, but she keeps running back to him, unable to resist the pull of their passion. The chorus repeats the idea of how much the narrator despises herself for loving such a destructive person.

The lyrics also express a desire for revenge, with the narrator wishing to see her lover begging and saying forget it, just for spite. She hates herself for loving someone who treats her poorly and takes away her pride, but she is unable to break free from him. Despite feeling humiliated, she cannot help but be infatuated with him. The narrator is waiting for her lover ("you") who is late, and at the same time, she is aware of rumors that "they're talking in town" about her lover messing around. The lyrics to Liliac's song "I Hate Myself For Loving You" describe the internal struggle of being deeply in love with someone who continuously hurts and disappoints you. I wanna see you begging, say forget it just for spite

You just don't know what you was missin′ last night

I'm won′t be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through You took my heart and you took my pride awayĬan′t break free from the things that you doīut I've been dreamin′ 'bout the lovin′ you do
